Understanding pedophile want in terms of entitlement

Children's rights is an anti-abuse organization, meaning we are a collaborative of reformatory abusers. Most of us don't tell our story to everyone. I am a former sexual harasser of young girls ranging from 9-16. In many places of the country, the stigma against pedophiles is "out of sight". Here at children's rights, the stigma is "come out carefully, and on our terms". All of us with a children's rights conditioning can tell every pedophilic disclosure coming out, and the veracity therein. It is a myth that all pedophiles want to abuse children. Pedophilia is the thought level prerequisite of adult sexual entitlement, and involves fantasies and sexualized observations of children. Entitlement is the drive choice to seek to impose onto a child, and when imposed upon a child, the damages constitute abuse. There are actually cases of children having no long-term harm as adults, but they surely were confused when it happened, and even if they fully consented, it is improper on the Christian purity values I adhere to that hold men in particular accountability.'

What is want? There are different levels of want, and that determines the risk of the pedophile. I myself don't want it at all, except to see things, and seeing young girls in summer clothes one time-period per year suffices. That's because I am in a non-abusive state. Strike up the wrong conversation with the wrong girl, and I'm hooked. Follow her around, talk her ears off, and try to invite myself to her home. I'm a pathetic, whiny abuser. Paws...Ultimately, though, I want a friendship, with THAT meaning to me, but arranged in a way that is socially appropriate. My religious standards to not require me to interact "only when beneficial to the child", but only when interaction won't lead to harm.

What is abuse/harm? Damages, either short-term or long-term. It says in Colossians 3:21 KJV:

Fathers, provoke not your children to anger, lest they become discouraged.

The Greek root word translated "provoke...to anger" is ερεθιζο (Latin: erethizo) and means to "stir up" or "excite", leading ultimately to short-term damages, including fornication (GRK: πορνεία). Fornication is a form of theft by way of personal bodily slights, menaces, or intrusion with sexually entitled intent outside of a marriage. It is not simply a want, but a result from a want that can be evidenced by eyewitness and/or forensic accounts.

I want, yet I don't want, sex with children. It is merely an afterthought at this point, meaning something I like to think about, like watching TV, but then "wake up" knowing none of it is real, and how ridiculous, at the very best, it would be for such to happen. In real life, it would be abuse. That's more like it. I use mild adjectives here because the very severe ones are distant from me, but YOU ADULT FORNICATORS SHALL BURN!.

Is pedophilia a good thing? Nope, not at all. It is a mental illness, but a responsible one. I know that if I acted on my fantasies, it would cause immense harm that I would not understand. Why do I fantasize? Recreation. That's it. To flip people off? No, not at all. More like dreaming of a vacation that you'll never go on, or winning the sweepstakes or lottery.