Adult attraction to children: Individual responsibility for adults attracted to children

Many adults are rightly concerned about children being sexually abused. Most adults, however, pin responsibility somewhere else, or else to a person being stopped if they show a threat to children. This is called collective responsibility. However, the fact of the matter is that every single adult is individually responsible for the primary prevention of child sexual abuse, as any old adult could sexually abuse a child under the right/wrong conditions.

The Greek root word translated "fornication" is πορνεία (Latin: porneia) and refers here to any sexual relations outside of the context of a Christian marriage between one adult man and one adult woman, with this marriage being equitable in nature. A Christian marriage then was deemed equal, thus acceptable, when the bride was the same age as the groom, or else up to 4 years older. Intergenerational marriage was banned in the Early Church, and this is the context where we can understand what fornication objectively is. Children were not considered "insel-persons" in the Early Church, but instead were considered full human beings that were vulnerable in their nature.

Most child sexual abuse happens in sexually repressive environments where an adult man does not take care of his sexual needs in relation to children. Most child sexual abuse is committed as a form of father-daughter incest, with the father having sexual lusts for his daughter to the point of physical pain in the stomach. Most sexual attraction in a domestic household happen in the form of a criss-cross, with the attractions between father and daughter being mutually unrequited. However, sexual attractions in daughters exists only in her masturbatory fantasies, and only before she reaches the onset of puberty. We as a species, in terms of our nature, are glorified apes. 

Most adults do not masturbate to sexual thoughts of children enough, and that is what leads to a sexual narcissist in the adult in question. When this sexual narcissist is ejected onto the nearest child, it becomes child sexual abuse. The key is to masturbate whenever necessary to thoughts of the first child that comes to mind. Usually, for most fathers, this entails sexual fantasy about his daughter.

In Israel, the Jewish teaching of righteous pedophilia is widely practices. This does not mean men can sexually abuse a child, as the age of consent in Israel is 17. However, whenever a father sexually fantasizes about his daughter, he turns it into a joke. Some more orthodox fathers might instead be a man of few words about his fantasies about his daughters, but the issue of adult attraction to children exists on the surface, and most people know when they are talking to an abuser - the abuser is instead evasive in a skittish way. I myself am required as a Christian to masturbate to thoughts of children, as an amendment to my theology, but I cannot disclose a fantasy in story format. I instead have to abbreviate my fantasies or else give entirely in secret. 

In the Early Church, pedophilia was a surface-level issue, not something hidden in darkness. Whenever an adult admitted to sexual thoughts of children, they were given help and accommodation. Usually, all the adult needed was someone to talk out their desires with. Pedophilia then was not seen then as something shameful to admit - the admission was seen as a cry for help. Some pedophiles even attained the status of clergy, where they could convict the parents of their parenting flaws. 

A pedophile is not an anger packet directed towards a child. A pedophile is a human being with a sexual preference for children under age 14. Pedophilia involves arrested sexual development in terms of age-based sexual attraction. A pedophile starts out as a child attracted to children their own age, but as they grow older chronologically, their attractions stay the same in terms of age. Most pedophilia exists in the context of moderate-severe autism. If you see a man with autism get along naturally with children, think pedophile. Most adults with autism find children to be "too noisy" or "too chaotic". A pedophile usually is a burial ground for knowledge about children. Their whole world revolves around children, usually despite themselves having little to do with children. 3 out of 4 pedophiles have never sexually abused a child, with pedophiles making up 1-2% of the male population. Most child sexual abuse has nothing to do with pedophilia, and when it does have something to do with pedophilia, it usually does not involve any intent to harm. Most pedophilic adults who sexually abuse children are curious about what children look like naked. 

I myself have a history of sexually abusing children. I usually committed street harassment against children. I did not intend harm towards my victims, but instead was curious about their bodily attributes. I also committed sexual assault by the feminist understanding of the term, in my grandparents' attic with a cousin, meaning I freshened up the sides of her budding breasts. I was found not guilty by the police after a children's rights test was performed on me, because my writings showed that I did not intend harm to my cousin. I was initially accused of rape, and my cousin was accused of being a rape victim in relation to me. An uncle lodged a false and fraudulent prediction that I'd go on a string of rapes starting with a cousin. But, what I did, in and of itself, is inappropriate and sexually abusive. I deserve prison for what I did. My motive involved lack of understanding of boundaries, with most pedophiles instead knowing the boundaries in relation to children. I was an atheist at the time of my offenses, but now I know Christ and accept Him as my Savior, with God wanting me to avoid giving a child sexual attention. 

The depraved and decadent, defiled adults who rape or sexually offend against a child will not inherit the Kingdom of God! Let them descend into torrents of Hell-fire prepared for Satan and his accomplices! Repent!