What does total acceptance of a child feel like. Many here have certain child populations that they can't work with, as they may resent children of a certain profile. I myself hate children by loving them, and misusing that verb. We all, as adults, hate children in some way, in some form. Some of us have put that hate entirely aside (which is in our DNA and sin nature as adults), and love children meaning the verb, and the respectful view that comes with it.
Children are like judges to me, meaning I am at the mercy of their court, and they must judge me as a sheep or a goat. The idea is to care what a child thinks enough to treat them with respect, and not punish them or sexually assault/rape them. It is a feeling of reverent terror that convicts you to keep your distance from them, until they call you over in uphear format.
Am I afraid of them? No, I'm just afraid, meaning I know better than to harass or pester them. They are separate from me, especially in group format, meaning I am inclined not to even speak to them without their consent, convicted by the Lord to otherwise leave them be, as a form of pro-social segregation.
Angry? Nope. Due to the pedophilia in relation to my autism, I am missing a brick in my emotions, meaning I can't even feel anger towards a child. I take the side of the child in parent-child exchanges in the store, meaning I don't care about that entitled parent who wants things to go their way, and wants children to do what they want them to do. There is a place for that attitude...child abusers, when you are the police.
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