What's Max's real autistic profile

 To many, I am a fanfare autistic, who likes arcade games and is a hacker on the side. Basically, a loser type to many with autism. I did like going to the arcade - when I was 3. Many people think a pedophile, meaning the individual, never grows up if they have autism. This is actually not the case except when they choose that route, due to entitlement.

Autism is an extreme condition. Seeing the genetic spectrum on a square graph, autism is on the sides of the sheet, and these traits can come in as many combinations as possible, in whatever combination they come in. Some autistics are the fantasy type, meaning they create a fantasy world for themselves, usually by writing, drawing, painting, or gaming. Writing is an interest of mine, but none of the others suit my fancy. I have profiled myself, and I am a law enforcement autistic. Many pedophiles are law enforcement autistics. 

I am an HSP in terms of how I view children, meaning my high sensitivity centers on children, with those deemed "undeserving" due to hurting children seen in a more callous way. My high sensitivity is conflated with my sexual aggression towards children. This does not mean simply "he won't offend", but "he won't offend because he learned how to better relate to children". 

The empathic rays coming from children are like sunshine bright in your eyes. I know nothing about an individual child I encounter anywhere, and don't assume anything personally about them. They simply exist, and I want them to exist, especially within eyeshot in a showy dress or other garb of clothing. I can't help them, sadly. I used to be a self-imposed "help" narcissist, as per my anxiety disorder...AND YOU WILL SUFFER AND PERISH FOR HARMING THEM! YOU HEAR ME? YOU HEAR ME?

I do not like games of any kind. Many things do have allegorical meaning to me. I borrow from the anti-pedophile playbook with my anti-parent advocacy because its the same kind of entitlement, meaning usually religious in a similar or same way. I cater to the parent, in a punitive way. I do not at all like who I am helping until they hit bottom (pro-social V). I use pro-social alienation/avoid tactics with people in real life. If I see you in the cafe yelling at your children, I'll never be your friend. I'll encourage others to avoid such parents...I don't literally prey on parents. I feign that trade. I prey on them by avoiding them, and leaving them to starve before finally pleading for help, in which case I send them on their way - to other pages here. I want them to hear a piece of my childhood, a piece of my trauma, and shut up about their "rights".