Attn: Ethan Edwards

I am aware you are in dire straits. I speak to you as a PEDOPHILE and that only, meaning I know who you are, and your identity. Not too much surprising, but a lot to be desired, in terms of respect for survivors. I HATE that attitude, and I just don't want to hear that fucken attitude about survivors again.

I have another fucken attitude, parents, and you're not on the list of those I keep down. You call yourself a pedophile. The ones I hate call everyone else pedophiles, wish death on everyone, while abusing children themselves. It's society's fault for vilifying them as parents, so they march down the streets with fireworks cracking with that glorified title conflated with the cross and the American flag.

I actually do classify parents as a landscape, Ethan, and ALL of them. Pedophiles are implied parents by default, partly due to their inborn characteristics to see children in a pro-social way when restrained by default, meaning egalitarian. 

Egalitarian parent? I think I know who you are, and you are no threat at all. You just got carried away like everyone else, but also misrepresented yourself in the most heinous of ways. You scared literally everyone here, with me being put in the role of "child target". I applaud you for being an egalitarian parent. I know why you don't call yourself a "gentle parent", and I only care how you parent, not what you call it.

When I say "gentle parent" I just mean be gentle, and don't punish or be violent. With pedophiles, the conditioning actually restrains you in a way that you become a law enforcement narcissist, usually in angry/depressive victim format.

This is why pedophiles need to be honest with survivors. I don't really get how it can be like looking up to "lady justice". That's more the children themselves, but that's because I am a pedophile survivor. Both go hand in hand, meaning the pedophile is conflated with the survivor, and for a reason - the actual abusers hate THAT trauma the most. Ask any pedophile that went to prison, and you know that our trauma is hated - and those scum hate me more than any survivor, by far. I'm safe here, and at VirPed at your command.

I do not like you banning me from VirPed, and blockading me, but I'm no longer a member, so I have limited say.

I do not hate myself just because I am a pedophile. I hate myself just because I am an adult, and I wanted an adult to hate themselves and be selfless like I did, because I was being abused within the law.