I started all this, and it ended with a stressed out grandfather passing away from us. I did it. I did it all.
I have no rights as an adult in relation to children, including former children such as my cousin Gina. What did I do? Antisocial "rough-play", meaning antisocial "flirt". If I just didn't do anything like that, my cousin wouldn't have all that crap to deal with on her plate.
I am a depraved and entitled adult deserving of DEATH and DESTRUCTION merely for existing in relation to any child, including especially my cousin. I am a wicked and depraved adult deserving of God's DEATH and PUNISHMENT towards me. No child owes me anything. No cousin of mine owes me anything.
Now my grandfather is dead - probably stressed out due to having to harbor so much information that he couldn't tell someone...all because *I* couldn't keep my hands to myself enough for there to be a police report.
Usually, the adjoining Facebook page to this blog has only blog posts. You can tell police lines run right through here, and you know who is to blame for that? Me. I am undeservingly grateful for the grace my cousin and others have shown me. She does not have to be this understanding.
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