Why pedophiles do have trauma

 Many believe pedophiles have no trauma. Ignorant purity preachers and parent lobbyists say they never were abused, and needed some abuse, because they claim abuse, but since they do abuse, all of that is false. That doesn't add up to me, to start out with, because not all abuse is sexual in nature. There is more than one way to mess up a child. Pedophiles are, in fact, the most sensitive people to trauma.

Pedophilia goes in hand with a very toxic form of sexual level trauma - corporal punishment existence trauma. "Level" refers to the fact that spanking wasn't seen as a sex act, yet it was nonetheless at a pure visceral level, all the while knowing your parent did not have that intent, so no prosecution could ever take place under the laws of state laws 50 states. The conclusion you come to is that you don't want that sort of think to exist, period, end of sentence. Think angry fantasies of police coming down from the hills, like a caravan, and arresting every parent marked guilty from overhead. 

We enjoy scaring parents with our trauma. A component of my trauma is pro-social evil/nihilism, meaning that's how you see pro-spanking parents many times - test kits, or else merely dummies or objects of your wrath. You know you should see parents as human, which you do objectively, but see them them as evil, wicked parents deserving of traumatic sadism. You just enjoy the thought of hurting them, and the horror and shock of it is the most fun. It is an antisocial trauma, and you know it, so you start out turning it on yourself as a form of caregiver self-destruct instinct.

There is a children's rights debate between the United States children's rights movement and those in Europe. European movements take a hard stance against spanking and corporal punishment, and this is why. In most of Europe, anti-spanking laws are in place, and even where there are no laws, children are treated better than in the United States.

Treatment is about positioning of anger. When it is positioned on the surface, it is usually a frozen type of anxiety, where you are afraid to die but afraid to live with that sort of thing going on. You then grow up, and hide that anger, otherwise being the patient, rational guy that never gets mad. Your trauma is an anti-parent anger packet that you delve into, and dwell in, in order to enjoy your trauma, and the fantasy of it being inflicted on your abuser. 

What happens is that a pedophile is an open box in terms of trauma, as a child, meaning instead of repressing it, the mind just fills with clutter about your trauma, until you become a very angry, miserable, or otherwise simply negative person. There is no justice, so you hate parents at a low, seething level, seeing evil behind even suburban parents with a polished facade. That's why I wanted to work for children's services overseas in Iceland - to avenge my trauma.

I am a pro-social evil advocate, dear parents, and an advocate. Call me the scum of the earth, and I agree - I was spanked, and I didn't turn out okay. I turned out messed up. Pedophiles do have trauma, but it is too obvious for their own good. It is a gaslighting trauma, meaning a burning rag or Molotov cocktail to be thrown on your opponents in the spanking debate. I simply flash it sometimes to get my point across. It is doing harm to the other person, and thus is evil, but sometimes, evil acts can lead to good works.

Let the pro-spanking parents BURN!