My apologies

 Not everyone at Virtuous Pedophiles forums is like Ethan, meaning most of them mean no harm to me. VirPed is a...and Nadine stopped this post. She is now in Hell by my judgment.

...Anyways, apologies, despite those hecklers, because most at VirPed aren't like them. Focus on the Family ("blame us" - Nadine) picked a biased sample towards children's rights trauma. I do believe in the existence of that trauma, but I have a parental rights trauma, and need to stay here. It is like backscoop out of where I home. 

Nadine is a tool of anti-CR, and I'm waiting for her to come forward like she always does about this..."I just didn't know you would experience this in 2021" Well, I did, and if you attempted to correct your error, or corrected your error nonetheless, thank you. That's all I ask of people, really. To correct their errors, which hopefully remain far and few.

She never was in Hell. I will post this as is to show how easy it is to clear up your actions by my judgment. She was cleared because this tape was made many years ago, and then she corrected it immediately. That is non-verbal apology, and that speak louder than a pleading "I'm sorry". Thank you, Nadine.

I don't like Ethan, but can respect both founders on their egalitarian parenting choice. With Ethan, that's about it, and he took it way too far to the point of permissiveness. As for Nick, he was given a brick by Focus on the Family, and that's what many of my fellow survivors endured physically, and me mentally in the tape. He seems anxious at the core, in the way I am, meaning he doesn't want anyone to get hurt, but in an urgent manner that I can relate to. He apparently wants me to go anywhere I wish that I don't cause trouble, but the narcissist tape had him depicted as a complete "help" narcissist hell-bent on getting me out of "harms way". He was just following police orders, which is a policy I don't like - if they cause trouble, throw them out immediately. Now, we're talking things such as pornography and overly litigious behavior. Treat pedophiles with the same level of responsibility as any other member of the children's rights community. I think many from VirPed would be able to integrate themselves into the movement, perhaps as lay members, without any special gaslighting help. It would be a low-level topic that some brought up, then hid. Most at VirPed are self-aware, and tend to be psychology narcissists, meaning ultimate victims like me who are apt to explore their own psyche, and possibly self-diagnose.

"I am going to fucking kill you...SHUT UP" - Ethan Edwards, a so-called virtuous pedophile. They certainly exist, and they are the majority of pedophiles, but Ethan is not one of them. The others were simply following you to discredit and dismantle you, Ethan. I AM your abuser, meaning nobody else but you, Ethan, because you are a special child that I get to disown and punish. Pro-social avoidance, pro-social alienation. We want you to lose as many friends and connections as possible until you hit rock bottom, and cooperate with the help you already have. We want you admitting trauma full-scale yourself, meaning laying on the ground kicking and screaming and crying. I'm sure most any ordinary pedophile at VirPed has been in that situation - full trauma overload - once or twice. I just freeze up when my trauma is naturally triggered, but sometimes feel that hopeless that a child is being harmed...We agree there is a societal trauma inflicted toward pedophiles, but pedophiles were children once. The stigma comes in layers, and is basically the projection of parental entitlement and abusive traits towards children onto pedophiles.

VirPed split off from B4U-Act (*whole tirade with Ethan, complete with enlisting of fearful servants*), and has nothing to do with anti-children's rights. Ethan lied to cause conflict, and hurt VP a great deal. Many of us don't like the anti-CR groove, and are pro-children's rights in a commonsense manner - youth rights supporters...You shall not exist to me, Ethan, you defiled parent, spoog and speck. Not within my periphery of perception, except at my consent. We saw the boxcar above my mother's head, by the way, and remember it. Yes, that's where VirPed started, and to make a clear stance against lowering the age of consent - B4U-Act allowed pro-contacters. "Goodbye" Ethan said.

Nope, this isn't war. This is last good riddance, Ethan, because the tape is ending, and any attacks in return will be ignored. I don't have time for you, Ethan.