"Give up something"

 ...as if I didn't know that abuse was wrong... I rarely get defensive about being a good, well-meaning adult, but...

THIS IS INSULTING...I will not give up anything, including my Christian family values against punishing, coddling, and raping children, you packrats! Yes, we are talking about two individuals, Robbyn Peters Bennett and Matthew Copeland!

I give up nothing for feigned survivors like you. REAL survivors don't religion -ify such a concept. We give such traditions to peacekeepers who hate trauma, and want to take over this movement.

I have no agenda to do so. I simply want to stay, and answer to my master - the child - to the fullest, anmd *I* was called to do so by the LORD, and *I* will not cease in serving children, and *I* will not step down, and *I* will not back down, and *I* will not back down, and *I* will not back down from protecting my child. YOU HEAR ME?

*I* have gained something...insight. THAT is what we really don't want in a sexually entitled adult, meaning the opposite. Right.

YOU WILL RECOGNIZE THAT *I* SACRIFICE FOR CHILDREN by CHOOSING NOT TO ABUSE CHILDREN, and YET YOU ABUSE ME AS IF I INTEND HARM? I do NOT INTEND HARM, and YOU SHALL NOT EITHER, or I SHALL BRING YOU DOWN TO EARTH!

*I* know, even if you don't, that abuse is harmful. You don't have to guide me like a broken horse to teach me what child abuse is. I. KNOW. BECAUSE. I. WAS. THERE!!!!!!!! 

Hear MY cries? Hear MY anger? *I* will not have MY trauma preached to, while *I* show every respect to yours, to the best of my ability. *I* have done EVERYTHING to support this cause - giving children their rights - and YOU have not given me one bit of thanks...I will NEVER see a child as an object as an object or property, and yet you see [pedophiles] me as the kind of depraved scum that would abuse a child, and hate the trauma of adjacent abuse survivor.

OTHERS before ME. CHILDREN before ADULTS. YOU WILL UNDERSTAND and OBEY the fact that THESE. ARE. MY. VALUES. I will ABUSE MYSELF until THE END OF TIME. I AM ANGRY right now, but I'll just bounce right back up, while you live all of your life in torment, because of events that should never have occurred in the first place - because no child should be punished, controlled, or otherwise abused, at all. *I* am no novice at that, at any level, including the pedophile level, and YOU MUST RESPECT THAT. 

Says nothing about that antisocial parent that is the pedophile - that entitled cord, like all entitled parental cord - is bad. Do not try to accuse me of hiding something I'm not, or you get the same person thrown at you as a feigned peacekeeper for a real, momentary grievance. You're barking up the wrong tree, you two.

I actually CANNOT be swayed by false authority tactics. I waited until the very end to disclose this, in case somebody tried that stunt. I'm just going to stay out of Bucks County. Okay?

It's like giving a lesson about the ABCs to a law school undergraduate, and backing it up with corporal punishment. It is demeaning to educate someone at a level beneath their grade or educational level. That's how I feel right now, on steroids. I warned you two, many times, to simple cease your behavior. My faith values forbid any coercion or control of another person, and so that should be reason enough to cease and desist said immoral and abusive conduct, while I was bunkering/hiding. No compliance with my legal notice, which is the whole blog, more or less, as well as other ad hoc blogs.

Or, to put it simply, don't fix things when they aren't broken. Since I am not abusing my mother apart from grooming fights (and I'm not a dumb pedophile enough to not know what those are), and me otherwise being a calm and quiet member of society, so why do others want my values gone? My Christian beliefs are not perceived as abusive, as you cannot spiritually abuse yourself, period - someone inflicts those beliefs on you forcibly. I came to the conclusions I am at now on my own, with the listening and encouragement of my parents. It is a myth that autistics should not hold authoritarian beliefs because they will "go around" and "impose it on others". Depends on how the Bible, or other holy book, is internalized. If you impose it on yourself, and apply your beliefs consistently in your life, you won't forcibly impose it on yourself...That is how religious trauma works. Most all of us has it to some degree. I had it as an agnostic atheist. I was afraid of a god I didn't even believe it, and saying "anti-spanker" in the wrong tense, perhaps wearing the wrong religious robe, would have gotten me anxious. Now I know the reverse is true - THEY, the pro-spanking parents, are going to Hell. Why not let others solve their own problems? Severe religious trauma does exist, but one must be very careful not to label the wrong person, or else these sorts of crises happen. My understanding is that someone denying that trauma is a preacher type, whereas my words were simply colored to fit that definition. I don't see why you can't be pro-children's rights and a conservative Christian - that's what I'm preaching. It's simply a compartment you attach to your existing religious beliefs.

We have a parent petition for you, or maybe not, or maybe you'll see, here at VirPed, here at my neighborhood at Steuben Road (meaning the opposite diagonal of my proper address, meaning the opposite same opposite opposite same). We are afraid of you parents, and we know you will take advantage of it, so take what you and show us your true colors. Floorboard coming up.