Anti-Adult: Why I am to blame for our child abuse epidemic

Many people think that pedophiles alone are the cause of the child abuse epidemic. This is a common projectory belief amongst American adults. The fact of the matter, however, is that I am the culprit for our child abuse epidemic, meaning me and my adult self. Every single abuser of a child is an adult, or at least offends in the context of being an adult.

I myself am an abuser of children, by way of track record. I was an obvious abuser of children, meaning I was obvious about my sexual harassment problem towards children. I am a depraved and decadent pedophilic adult who is deserving of nothing but DEATH and PUNISHMENT merely for existing in relation to children and the God that protects them.

Every single adult has abused a child, in some way, in some form. If they haven't done that, they are surely capable of child abuse of the worst kind under the right/wrong conditions. I myself have a whole track record of abusing children, usually as a form of antisocial "flirt". I am currently being investigated by the police for a form of sexual assault known as antisocial "rough-play", which is a form of sexual harassment, with all sexual harassment being a form of sexual assault once perceived by the child at all, either in the form of offense or procurement.

I did not use the word "adult" as an excuse for abuse. I used my autism as an excuse to myself for abuse, and I was using my vulnerable autistic appearance as a means of winning over access to children from parents. I wanted a "friendship" that used the child and put them in the role of a parentified spouse. I was a vulnerability abuser of the negligent kind, and in the case that I was a parent, I would have neglected my children. 

Thankfully, today, I do see children as authority figures to answer to. They are smaller yet larger than me, meaning I see children in a first-to-last manner, and heed their warning accordingly. I used to see children in an abusive first-to-last way, where they were a caregiver to me, and I wanted them to take care of me. I didn't see anything wrong with it until I came to children's rights. 

I am a specific form of autistic abuser known as an "I am a good person" abuser. I believed that, because of my autism, that I was "a good person", and thus deserved everything becoming of a good person, as the atheist that I was. I now know, as a Christian, that I am a depraved and decadent sinner deserving of absolutely nothing, and knowing that holds me accountable. I misused being an atheist, so now I need to get some religion. I am an ex-atheist, terrified of beliefs of nothingness.

The doctrine of adult guilt holds that we all as adults have something to atone for. I am guilty for how I treated children in the past. I am deserving of absolutely nothing from children, and therefore I am grateful for all of the trust I received from children, as I am deserving of absolutely none of it. 

The depraved and decadent, defiled parents and adults who rape or sexually assault children will not inherit the Kingdom of God! Let them descend into torrents of Hell-fire, suffering God's Wrath for all eternity! Repent!