Many people think that spanking should remain legal. I am traumatized by that fact, especially the "legal" part. 100% anti-spanking trauma is a parent trauma, where you hate every single parent that crosses your path, and have to learn to presume innocence in all of them before they rear their heads and show their true colors.
FOOK parental rights, meaning FOOK parents who identify by entitlement or abuse, and FOOK their "civil liberties", and FOOK parents, and FOOK parents, and FOOK parents...and the adults that promote their abuse. WE are PEDOPHILES, and WE are TRAUMATIC PEDOPHILES, and we are SURVIVORS all in one.
I was spanked started at around 3, usually for behaviors related to my bipolar disorder. My father actually DID follow the instructions, meaning do it "out of love" and usually spanking me with an open hand. I never bought into the parental rights indoctrination that we all are indoctrinated in as a nation. I spit it out, hook, line, and sinker.
I struggled with severe anxiety where I wanted to see what kind of home life a child had, and the fact that spanking was so prevalent sometimes made me suicidal. Instead of doing that, I distracted myself with trying to be "romantic" with a young girl, to shut everything out and run away from the demands of life. Such was often perceived as sexual harassment in terms of offenses, thus a form of sexual abuse, on the lawful level.
I later converted to Christianity, when a convicting experience with a young girl I met when she was 9 set me straight. I was undressing her with my eyes, but crossed into leering. I interpreted that then as an omen of sorts, meaning I believe children can carry the message of the Holy Spirit - I was not, in that state, to associate with children in any capacity except when they spoke to me, meaning I wasn't to speak to them otherwise. Now, I think I can hold down a friendship, but only on her terms, and only if her terms are workable.
I am now a convicted adult. I was a proud adult, but now I am not, because I was proud in crusading, sort of arrogant way, preaching children's rights but not practicing it. A true children's rights attitude involves humility and shamefacedness, not pride. Pedophilic trauma, which I had, can be prideful in nature. We can't, however, just shove it either. I have a children's rights anger packet against entitled parents, at a level where otherwise, you'll rarely see me angry. I am a quiet, orderly person, but the type to listen to others, nodding instinctively in a conversation.
Let the parents BURN! Let them LANGUISH! Repent, for the Kingdom of Heaven is at hand!
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