Robbyn, I'm not attracted to you

 Nope, not even close. Too old. You tower over me like a parent, sometimes reassuring, sometimes controlling. When you are controlling, I use reverse gaslighting to quell you and put the parent down, meaning in time-out.

I support your work, but see it as very different from my own in terms of style. You are light anti-spanking, and I am dark anti-spanking. 

Let her in, and mandate her to try out at least one gentle parenting group, because I think she needs to hear from US in terms of advice on how to deal with me, not them. She does not need to speak to me, as I know she is sorry. My beliefs are very pragmatic, in that repentance only requires a genuine expression of remorse, meaning you mean it and accept any repercussions due to your actions, usually natural consequences.

I doubt your testimony in the tape where you say you are becoming pro-spanking, because that is a very strong charge in this community, and any baseless accusations like that are perjorious in nature, and the perpetrators will be shunned...Lying to my court about a false alarm about my abuser. I want to be wrong when spotting a parent, so prove me wrong and get down those defenses, or else I'm sure I've reeled up one to throw out.

Robbyn is not one of the parents, so she should not be co-mingling among them. However, I don't control my abuser. I empower them to take up attitudes of individual responsibility for their parenting choices, and include pedophiles in that. I am a pro-social covert narcissist around the parents, meaning I bring them down to their child's level, so they know the suffering they have caused.

Nobody here, by default, is included in "the parents". That's the other side, meaning once you identify by being one of them, I question everything about you, until you admit that you are wrong in your parenting. Some agencies are both, in which case I tend to include them here, such as the National Center for Missing and Exploited Children (NCMEC) and a few other related organizations dedicated to educating the public on child sexual abuse. I may shun any sex abuse educator who promotes corporal punishment of children, as most people with that type of trauma are quite likely to support the anti-spanking movement. 

The parent issue regarding punishment and control of children is a very religious issue to me, as I am aware of that trauma to the core. It is a myth that all of us are child abductors in waiting. I want the state to do it, and I want to see the cops slam a parent to the ground, with blood possibly flowing down the street. It was like trauma bonding, being spanked "out of love". My father DID apologize, and I'm glad he did - or else I would have had nothing to do with him, and he would have had literally nobody, and he'd deserve it. Parents serve a function in a child's life, and if they don't want to be good parents,. lock them up and collect the children, and have society make them ashamed to even exist as parents...Those parents are whom I'm angry at, Robbyn, not anyone who did those things and turned away from that sin...The anger is just water rolling, when spoken here. I AM DONE WITH PARENTS! You shall not exist, dear pro-spanking parents, but since you do exist, exist in prison, getting a good beating every day from your cell-mate, until you tire of it and go kill yourself. But, first, change the laws, so we can effect all this change that we want.

No, Robbyn, I am not angry with you. Please do not bring up that past domestic incident again, as I find the conversation a bit uncomfortable. You bring it up in a victimizing way that throws my senses off, because I know you are feigning a victimizing narcissist. Please don't pretend to be an abuser you are not. I do admit to my abusive tendencies, and I have no problem with you admitting to such as well, but say it as you mean it.