How I organize my pedophile

 How do I organize my pedophile? There are a wide array of labels that apply to my pedophile, but the main label, in abuser form, is a dating pedophile. Think trying to get a date with a 9-year-old girl, by asking her for her number.

A parent is centered both at surface awareness and low-level awareness. A predatory pedophile, generally, is only aware at the low level of the parent, and at a level lower than a physically aggressive parents. My pedophile meets the criteria for an antisocial parent. The proper anti-pedophile term for me is parent/pedophile. Some people don't like the word "pedophile" without the parent part added. Note that when I talk about a pedophile, Robbyn (she struggles with this), I am talking about a type of antisocial parent, with "antisocial" referring to the fact that all parents are capable of harm if they aren't careful.

A parent is not a good thing, by default. A parent, by default, is wicked and evil, and if you identify as a parent in an argument in a conversation, and use it as an excuse for child abuse, that's the last time you'll see my account anywhere, and then you don't exist to me. I am one of those entitled parents, and I'm pro-social honest in admitting that I am a pedophile in that regard.

It is a thread, encased by encasing that carries knowledge, good or bad, about parenting, including centering one's sexually entitled instincts in relation to children. It is a part of me, but a small part in relation to everyone else in most areas of my life, but a huge part of my inward mental health identity, in low-level coloration format. Think profiling. It affects how I get angry, how I relate to others, and how I relate to children. 

Pedophilia can be simplified to a specific profile, meaning a pattern of autistic-like behavior of avoiding adults except for what they can do for you, and preferring the company of children for warm, wholesome friendship instead. You can humanize this with a young man with autism who doesn't know the boundaries, and keeps making sexual remarks to much younger children.

I, by default, do not say I am a pedophile, but do not hide traits of one. I like looking at young girls, especially in summer with shorts, short skirts, and swimsuits, but only with consent. I am an evil, wicked adult with a depraved sexually entitled nature, leading to abuse/fornication. Child sexual abuse is the moral crime of fornication that is defiling yourself against a child victim. Abuse comes on a range of behaviors stemming from leering leading to rape. Leering is not defined as simply looking, but looking to the level that the child finds offensive, affronting, alarming, unsafe, and/or uncomfortable evidenced by visible fight-or-flight reaction. Most children don't care if adults are merely glancing at them, others take a showy attitude towards the subject (namely older girls and teenagers with high self-confidence). Most children get offended if leer, meaning look at such an intensity as to offend their fight-or-flight responses (I myself don't ever get caught these days - even in summer)