Religious child abuse of pedophilic children: Understanding the roots of the hysteria

Many people hate pedophiles. Most people hate pedophiles, without knowing what, or rather who, a pedophile is. If people simply know what, or rather who, a pedophile is, they wouldn't hate pedophiles so much. A lot of people support sex offenders. However, the most oppressed of pedophile victims are still children. Pedophile rights are children's rights, and children's rights are pedophile rights. 

What is pedophilia? Most people think a pedophile is something hidden. The fact of the matter is that pedophilia is a form of immature autism, where the age-oriented sexual preferences of the individual with autism correspond with the immature developmental level. Most pedophiles have an autistic specialty in children in terms of knowledge and social skills, and their sexual preferences correspond with that autistic specialty. In most cases, pedophilia is a humanizing attraction, where the child is seen as a full human being, but with sexual connotations. Most pedophiles do not have antisocial personalities, but simply exist on the periphery of society in their case of autism. Most pedophiles have a rule-oriented personality, and see the world in terms of laws and regulations. Most pedophiles are atheist or agnostic due to religious trauma from parents. 

Most people who say they want to defend pedophiles actually defend sex offenders. Most pedophiles are actually victims of crime and abuse. We as pedophiles have a collective parent trauma, usually of a religious nature. Even when I was in my atheist phase, I was religiously influenced, and was influenced at an atmospheric level by the false teaching that masturbation is a sin. Accepting that I was a pedophile put an end to that shame. Some pedophiles have it much harder, and have to accept being a pedophile. Most pedophilic children have controlling religious parents that sexually shame them. Several passages in the Bible are misused to sexually shame pedophilic children. The most common verse used to sexually shame pedophiles is Matthew 5:27-28 KJV:

Ye have heard that it was said by them of old time, Thou shalt not commit adultery: But I say unto you, That whosoever looketh on a woman to lust after her hath already committed adultery with her in his heart. 

The Greek root word translated "lust" is επιθυμέω (Latin: epithumeo) and refers not to ordinary sexual desire, or to sexual desires for children for that matter. The word refers to sexual entitlement. Sexual entitlement is defined as, officially speaking, sexual want, to the point of sexually motivated approach. Righteous masturbation, in the context of pedophilia, is that they follow sexual thoughts about children to the end through masturbatory fantasy. But, sadly, many pedophiles are told by their sexually shaming parents that if they even look at a child out of sexual desire, that they will burn in Hell. This causes pedophiles to blame "God" for their oppression. Few "beleaguered" sex offenders are actual pedophiles. If a supposed pedophile blames "God" for their oppression, and claims to be an atheist and an ex-Christian, they are probably an actual pedophile. Most pedophiles have autism of the rule-oriented type, but may label themselves "anti-religious" or a "skeptic". Most pedophiles rotely memorize facts about children, but in an autistic way, but without a religion to guide them.

I myself have my share of parent trauma. I was abused by parents in the name of behavior, as well as all the adults that they extended into my life presumably. My parents punished me and shamed me, but never punished or shamed me for my sexuality, even when I disclosed my self-diagnosis of pedophilia to them. I am grateful for that grace from my parents. Most pedophiles I have met along the way have been sexually shamed by their parents as well as abused in other lawful ways by their parents. Most pedophiles live with their parents, and the relationship is bitter and close to ending, but where else do they have to go?

How did my parents do right in helping me as a pedophile? They were willing to talk about it. I now have a relationship with my mother where I can tell her anything. I also have a therapist who I can tell anything, and so I disclose to her my pedophilia when it gets to the level of a disorder. I am not ever punished by my mother for masturbating, even though she is aware that I fantasize about children. That's all a pedophile needs. They do not need help in stopping masturbation, contrary to popular religious belief. Masturbation helps a pedophile center their sexual drive away from children, especially when it is habitual. 

My pedophilia is currently at the connotational level, meaning I simply attach sexual connotations to children, especially with skin exposed. I notice when a child is dressed to impress, and I check them out. Usually, the children aren't afraid of me, and just act as if I am not there, because I put on an expression like I don't really notice them. I only can be so objective about my gaze because I masturbate to sexual observations later, and so I don't need to pursue children. 

The depraved and decadent parents who provoke their pedophilic children to anger through sexual shaming abuse will not inherit the Kingdom of God! Let them descent into torrents of Hell-fire! Repent!