Understanding pedophilic anti-spanking trauma

 Many here in the anti-spanking/children's rights community were traumatized by spanking, and some of us have that as our sole trauma. Most with that as their sole trauma appear well-adjusted as opposed to others 

The reason certain people are well-adjusted is that they dig from the top-down. I dig in the opposite direction. True anti-spanking anger, exposed at the lowest level, is something you see in sex offender treatment centers, perhaps in a prison setting. In its reformatory form, it is constant anger of a silent form.

I am numb to child abuse instances in the store. They fear and alarm me, and I wish I could just call the authorities right there and then. Ultimately, it is an anger where you want back at your abuser, in this case meaning you wish harm on every parent you see, if only the cord. 

You simply have a parent, deal gentle parents. I see it when you voice anger and vindictiveness at your child, and I know for myself that parents exist, despite my traumatic intentions, and that I need to respect their existence, at least while in their worldly state, and hold Christian manners and grace, keeping the anger to myself, being grateful for all I do have, namely my mother.

It is pro-social evil anger. You want to harm your abuser, especially when it is vulnerable and defends itself vulnerably, torturing and tormenting them in a chance to have a defensive argument, using perhaps raw trauma against them, leading to kicking and screaming on the floor, from my floorboard anger erasing them! Ahoy, for damages have been inflicted! Let this teach a lesson, by inflicting harm, by inflicting harm, because it is so horrific and so terrifying! I love hurting my abuser, or so I say to them. I just want them to stop abusing, by any means possible or necessary, stopping at nothing, shutting everything and everyone down to persevere as an advocate for children and a gentle parent towards children. NOTHING will stop me from my protection my/your child, meaning me. Because you might just hit me as well, so pray that God snuffs you out...I was calm writing all this. I'm done feeling mad or angry. I'm just ticked off at how adults treat children. This is definitely what I do to parents, meaning the opposite to those who know me.

I believe humans as a whole are evil due to what I've seen done to children in stores and other public venues, which is ground zero for locating child abusers. I don't even have to torture them myself. Just nod, look up, and know the good Lord will take care of such scum in due time. We know where they are headed, so we're assure that there is some justice for children. I hate the world, as God does, but seek to bring it light with my shining example of Christian family values that value the rights of children not to be controlled or punished.

Yes, I'm that ANGRY at pro-spanking parents. I presume none within my periphery of existence, if only for my own grounds, but also Christian love and grace for one's neighbor, meaning assuming the best in one's neighbors and colleagues.

Lawful physical abuse and domestic violence towards a child, from the victim's standpoint in hindsight, towards repentant parents, is a self-harm addiction directed towards the child. They are angry at themselves, and blame themselves for their trauma, and so they take it out on the child due to the fact that they are the bigger person, and there is an easy outlet for all that anger...I went in the opposite direction, and a child's role in an abusive situation would have been "escape". It is the same entitlement bracket, and can be treated the same way...I only defend my father because he is sorry. If he never was sorry, I would have wanted nothing to do with him, perhaps to the level of a protection from abuse order (PFA), because he would have remained that threatening to me. The more a parent is nice to their child and not constantly angry, and agrees with your anti-spanking views, the more you trust them.

The spanking issue is a very religious issue to me, much like pedophilia might be a religious issue to its victims. It speaks of the level that even mild spanking can harm children. My Christian faith values discipline, with love flowing from that. So, you lose your cool and punish your child? And think taking certain "precautions" helps? No, you are not disciplined as a parent if you have to punish your child. You are weak and cowardly for abusing and punishing your child in that way.

I am the movement's first anti-spanking vigilante. The 1979 anti-spanking law in Sweden was furthered by anti-spanking vigilantism. For now, we are on the stage of silent witness, taking note of local resources, especially legal and prosecutorial resources, and staging an entry plan, to integrate children into society as a group of people, by way of stripping their parents of their "rights" to punish a child. We are God's Church, dispersed and a chosen few, called to defend the rights of children not to be abused whenever possible. I have no rights in relation to a child. I abdicate.