Signs of an abuser in Maxwell Clark Scheibner

 Many people are worried about me abusing them on the last day of gaslighting. There are rumors about me floating around on both tiers of the internet that I am abusing others in various ways. I could just laugh off, or defy the allegations. But, I am an abuser, by virtue of being an adult in relation to children. My abusive tendencies are quite high level, meaning on the surface. It's called being too obvious.

A sign of abuse, in my behavior a sexually entitled adult, is constant mention or alluding to a child in posts, comments, or other online conversation. If the child were a member of this community, I would be driven enough to go into an inbox, and beg the parents for "her account", and would seek an online relationship. If I were deceptive, I would simply be vague about my motives, counting on you to say "oh, he's just autistic, so there's no problem" - I'm relieved that a lot of advocates here don't think that is an excuse. A lot of people here in Reading, including the parents of a young girl, would be hoodwinked until the last day - when I'm caught, meaning the girl throws me out presumably because I'm becoming a creep.

The children's rights assessment of me, as per most people here, is that I am a dumb abuser, meaning I don't even lie or gaslight apart from brutal honesty about observations. It might devolve into "you're pretty" or "you're hot" and if she slapped my face, I knew I was in the right place, meaning a place I deserved for being the scum that I was...We've had worse here. I have no transportation to Amy W.'s home, since she's all worried. She has her inbox open for a whole lot of nothing, meaning no correspondence. Thou shalt not commit adultery, as she is married. That simple, and I have a reason to stay away. Oh, and I'm not attracted to you that strongly. A bit too old. I often think of her when I use her framework. I don't think it is fair how other men have treated her, so I feel called to speak up. Music and sexuality do not mix. Most of us put on the radio at work for background music, and don't take things that deep. I see older women that I am attracted to as just another person to talk to, and I am not a gerontophile, meaning I am not attracted to older women. I do not believe early sexual experiences shape behavior, as much as genetics and brain chemistry does. Pubertal hormones are what made me a pedophile, but it was inevitable - that happens to most all children, apart from those with hormone malfunctions.

I want ALL abuse to be that much out in the open. My pedophilic condition, like many pedophiles now, is on the surface, meaning I am honest with myself entirely about my disorder, and may focus on it for self-improvement purposes. I am a psychology/legal narcissist, meaning I have both sides to me, but see this issue as a psychological issue. Anyone can spot it, and track it, in a store setting. It's on the level of any heterosexual male attracted to adults. The more you repress your gaze, the more you get caught, so I just let mine go with the flow, and check out every girl on the premises, and as long as I respect pro-social segregation, and stay apart from them, all is good...I do wish to be friends with Kaylee, to be clear, but she has to make the first moves. It would never go anywhere but friends, if I have any say in the matter, and I'm sure her mother would be relieved.