Why sex with children will always be wrong (a pedophile's perspective)

There are many shades of pedophile. Most see it as a plummet, whereas I see it as a foursquare field - a parcel - out in the boondocks, with one quarter of pedophiles being the shady, antisocial types. Typically, they have an abusive subtype of autism, are anti-moralists or else are heavily religious or moralistic, to an extreme that other pedophiles aren't. The other four quarters of the pedophile parcel are hidden among other weeds and scrub brush, such as victim-type autism, bipolar disorder, and/or childhood PTSD. Everything from this indicates that ordinary pedophiles hold ordinary views on the age of consent, perhaps a stronger, more strong-arm view that only comes out when the topic comes out.

That guy you talk to that is progressive, but is matter of fact, at least outwardly, saying that we need a high age of consent. He's a struggling parent. He may be grasping as to why a sexual/romantic relationship with a child is wrong, but on the minor end of things - he feels their age, and on their level, but also is a parent, and knows it will never work.

It just won't. Why? Fight-for-flight. I'm bigger than them, at least in society's eyes, and so it is like some monster grabbing hold onto you and using you for their own "needs". I put "needs" in quotation marks because that "need" could have been taken elsewhere. 

As for teenagers, I am only to have sex within a marriage, and if a marriage doesn't serve the needs of the wife, it is not out of love, and thus not a Christian marriage.

Child sexual abuse is adult sexual entitlement imposed on a child, leading to damages, including emotional damages of the short-term and long-term, and spans, based on severity of action in spectrum format, from leering/menacing to rape/lust murder, and usually has motives similar to that which is inflicted upon adults. I might do so when alone with a child I have a fixation on, so I just avoid visiting until the coast is clear, and I know there will be oversight and/or, in the case of reciprocated feelings, that it doesn't devolve into abuse.