What is child victimization trauma? The one trauma I will never accept, therefore HATE, yet seem to see in every parent, over here and there, worthy of extermination like vermin, like pro-social fascism. THAT is how angry at parents. *I* want YOU to hurt as a parent, for *I* hurt as a child, and *I*, pedophile survivor, want to communicate my trauma to you, and be afraid, and be afraid, and be afraid, and be afraid.
Am I traumatized by the victimhood of children? It's like she's me. An individual, yes, but I can tell she has similar trauma to me. The fact that such childhood trauma exists traumatizes me. The fact that childhood trauma down to the slightest of pain and shame, to the level of din, terrorizes and terrifies me. Me, inflicting it? SEND ME TO THE JUDGE if that is the case.
It is a two-sided trauma in reaction to spanking and punishment inflicted upon children in their parents. This is reflected by God's Law and Objective Truth, which means children will always come first before the eyes of Divine Providence, and us parents/adults last. The children will be chosen for salvation first, and parents will be chosen last in the family.
I hate how parents victimize themselves in relation to children, and the victimhood that impacts on children. Whiny, spoilt parents who think they have a life apart from their child, when they don't. So, whip them and watch the tears flow, and salivate with bloodlust as they howl and screams of terror (and me joy and schadenfreude). A child is not allowed to resent their child around me. That's just how I feel, even if I may find it a bit unhealthy...How could you hate someone so lovely, kind, and attractive? I mean, just look at her? How could you be so mean to her?
What does child victimhood mean to me? Reverent fear, in the form of conviction. I used to experience antisocial "conviction", meaning I was terrified and afraid of upsetting a child, to the point of being overwhelmed. I wanted to help, but couldn't, so wanted die, so wanted die, so wanted die, because spanking was banned and so I wanted die because society wouldn't let me protect my young friend using the law.
Parents, however, are the ones claiming to be victims when the children really are.
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