The parent is my abuser. I'd love to be above them, like a game of chess (with their children on the other end). But, I'm not. I can't control my abuser except by broomsweep, meaning I question you forcefully to test any doubt of guilt, until there is none, and then shun you.
The two main steps to treating any mental health problem, including a child abuse problem (ex. parent anger, pedophilia), is
- Admit that you have a problem
- Agree to solve it, namely by finding treatment
- Stick with it
My righteous judgment of parents is based on this. Don't just say you're sorry. Show it. As for controlling parents? Even though they controlled me like a switchboard, I don't seek to control them.
When you attack me verbally in an airborne slide, you resemble my parents in an abusive state. I don't care about reexperiencing your trauma, which I already experienced in allegorical format and can relate to in textbook description.
I post what I want, and will never cater to misused trauma, meaning never perhaps the opposite. Never give abusers credibility, even for valid complaints misused. They simply want to know if they can control their abuser. It comes from a vulnerable, understandable place, but none of us are God. Only God is God, and God opposes all forms of control. In a heated exchange, I'd never corner my opponent, if not only for legal reasons - give them a way out.
They brought up the psychiatric ward over the airwaves, showing their intent to control a vulnerable traumatic pedophile to feel safe, bypassing proper procedure. I can hear your altars at ever level, loud and clear (so can my mother - it is disturbing to her).
No, I don't want control over you, Robbyn and Matthew. I simply count you among the goats, and shun you for that purpose. I know now that I am not leaving, since all rules like that, at this point, are not authoritative.
But, I misspeak. There is a way to control me - Facebook invented the block button and the ban list. So I am threatening? Ban me right now, and then once I complain about that, I truly am the abuser. In fact, I order you to ban me to show that you simply want to feel safe, and don't want to sexually exploit my pedophilic condition. We don't want your "help" here.
As for Matthew unfriending me? I was simply shocked, and then, by chance, I got a video of some of his behavior in Ocean City, Maryland, and past attitudes towards me, and mistook them for present-ongoing attitudes towards me, in which case someone must have been lying to him. I was very angry at the people spreading the lies, both of you, but when you defend yourself like that, you lump yourself in with the culprit.
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