Pro-social fantasy - where I would plan an abusive incident against a child

 Begging mom. Or, rather, it is an in the moment thing, where you meet a child somewhere, and become fixated, and feel entitled to menacing her by following her around, or by gestures which form a course of conduct which serves no legitimate purpose. "We're going to hurt you anyway" says Nadine Block. I might even incur it on myself if things get that ridiculous AGAIN.

Unhook from this computer NOW, since your pedophile existence traumas obviously can't handle the overstimulation. "I am molesting him" she admitted in 2017, which I don't think she is today, but if she opposes the mention for any reason, she is molesting me today since I do not value "good ol' boys" attitudes of patting adults across the back.

I will presume both regret making this past recording, knowing what to look for in defense otherwise. Nadine is ashamed of her past, so is Robbyn, so is Amy.

Beyond this point, since I said to unhook in that front, if you don't unhook, I am not responsible for your emotional reaction to my bodily movements, as fantasy isn't where I "shut up" (we'll keep that quote)...sorry for the rude interruption, but fantasy is not where I would plan a crime. It isn't that compelling over the long run, since I know it is wrong. I just stated in a previous post why I believe it is wrong to abuse children sexually. Did you not know that antisocial "hover" in sexual target is a form of sexual abuse, even against a pedophile? 

"We're gone, we don't know how to help this thing" Good attitude to take. You know nothing, and never will know everything except about your OWN experiences. I don't need what you do, or perhaps what any other single individual on planet earth needs. Needs are individual, and labels are simply a guide. "Pedophile" can mean a lot of things, but generally someone with the condition who should abstain from fantasy is a peacekeeper and/or narcissist, and the fantasy leads to yearning at the end. With me? Relief. Calm. Sometimes sleep. That doesn't change in men - it's either/or. Either your sexuality is a peacekeeper or a parent, and when that parent is age-oriented towards young children, it is a pedophile.

I frickin done with being molested in that way. Beyond this point, any interference in my fantasy life to "save" me, or for any motive, will be seen as a form of stalking. Since this is the end of the tape, this statement is more of a symbolic threat, and one that shows the gravity of such abuse. I do care about pedophilic children, because they are the worst yet best victims of religious child abuse, from what I can tell. Can you imagine being sexually abused by your abusive religious parents, and then finding out you are a pedophile too? I myself never appeared like my abuser, so even I can't fathom...It is "predestination" trauma, meaning a form where they are literally afraid of being predestined to abuse a child because the media tells them that at a young age. "Like predestined fate" is never something to say around your average non-offending pedophile, particularly when discussing their risk of offending, which such information should be dished out sensitively. It is just like any "abuse" trauma, meaning I know enough about profiling to know they won't do it, but they will remain guarded for that and other, obvious privacy reasons.

I suggest separating between pedophile abusers and pedophile victims in this community. Pedophile victims are instead victims of abuse and crime, and conflate their identity with survivorship, which I think is very possible - much of the survivor hatred and bias is learned helplessness, mixed in with a few who were burned by Blake and friends. Then, some actually identify by their trauma, and are hardcore about the fact that children cannot consent to sex. Some of the pedophiles that do come in are the "drug pusher" types, and I hate them just like anyone else here does, but at a lower level - I can be nice to them, and then BAM! I'd presume innocence...Someone who isn't a threat should admit at the beginning or close to the beginning, and in a vulnerable way.

I do not approve of antisocial "help" from anyone at the Children's Rights Anti-Children's Rights Celibate Pedophiles Fargo Police Media Police help squad. I don't care about "who is to blame". We know who they are, and where they are headed - wait, did I just steal their line?